Tactics

I don't think you realize how much you mean to me.
your the only thing that has made me smile these past couple of weeks....
I forgot how amazing I feel when I hear your voice... and how much my heart pounds when you laugh....

I thank you.... so much for apologizing to me.... that was all I ever wanted... and to hear you say it, and mean it.... just means so much..... I know..... I just know, somehow i could make you happy.... if you would let me try...

I came so close to telling you, that I still love you.... and at this point, I think i always will...
Speaking to you again these past few months has meant everything to me.... and whomever gave us that curve ball.... I thank them too... Because they have made me the happiest i have been...

Have you ever... loved someone so much? 
...my heart has always been set on you..... I have never been able to look at another guy the same way... 

Even though our past was rough.... we've managed to somehow make a friendship once more...
I hope, that my gift, will make you realize how much you truly mean to me.... and I hope you'll know I will always love you... I would never ever do anything to hurt you.... I honestly feel like  have never smiled this much. even though a lot of shit has went down... you managed to make me feel so amazing once more....

It meant so much.... when you told me.... how great I was...

Thank you... <3 


....I love you....
....I promise... I'll never ever leave your side again.... <3


~Michi